Excruciating Agony: My Struggle With the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome

It began on a gloomy weekday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a sudden sensation erupted behind my right eye. Then came quick stabs, like lightning bolts. As each class progressed, the discomfort eased and then returned with greater intensity. Four times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with activities and ran to the school bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I took aspirin, but the agony remained unrelenting.

The attacks appeared repeatedly that autumn, and once more in spring, soon forming an yearly pattern. The autumn months were the worst, then February and March. I could anticipate the routine: aura in the morning, early twinges on the commute, full-blown agony in class by 9.30am. In late 2019, a GP eventually referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.

Cluster headaches often begin with intense discomfort behind one eye that persists up to three hours.

Approximately one in 1,000 individuals suffer by the condition, and males are more often affected. Cluster headaches typically start with abrupt, excruciating agony around a single eye that reaches its peak within a short time and lasts for up to three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, daily or multiple times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or facial sweating. There exists the episodic form, which arrives in seasonal cycles; others have continuous attacks, characterized by the lack of extended pain-free periods.

What unites patients is the severity. One research paper rated the pain at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than broken bones or other conditions. Another found a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported suicidal thoughts during bouts; the number fell to four percent when they were not in pain.

Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a long-term patient from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her attacks started when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the floor and hit my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through her youth. Alcohol in her teens, like many triggers, made things more intense. After having sherry at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the bus home.

Her relatives often interpreted her episodes as intoxicated behavior. Support eventually came from her father and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after moving, but often hid her condition. She was fired from one job, in part due to absences during episodes. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in 2002 at a specialist hospital.

Still, the inability to plan daily activities around unpredictable attacks took its effect. She particularly disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her children during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.


Headaches have been described throughout the ages. “The earliest account of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write experts in a book on the topic. They attributed the ailment to an evil spirit who afflicted his victims' heads.

Ancient healing records suggest unusual remedies for what some experts would describe as a migraine. In the middle ages, migraine was recognised as a distinct disorder, with treatments including bloodletting to other, more folk remedies.

It was a Dutch physician who provided the first detailed description of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and vanishing daily at fixed hours”.

The disorder were only officially recognised by international headache committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a key blood vessel that delivers blood to the brain. Prominent specialists in treating the disorder explain this.

In the late 1990s, scientists released the findings of a research project for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and observed the episodes in a imaging machine. The data, featured in a prominent journal, showed activation of the a brain region, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they felt better.

Despite such advances, identification remains slow. One man's symptoms began in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent four surgeries before eventually being diagnosed in recently, after a doctor researched his complaints.

Neurologists say wait times in diagnosis and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and low, but not in agony,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other common headache disorders, such as migraine, before confirming the disorder. A detailed history is essential: on which part of the head do signs appear? For how long? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Specific features such as tearing, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help verify cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be sent to specialist clinics. But a lot of first arrive to emergency rooms or are given inadequate therapies.

A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her adult life, although she hasn't had an episode since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misunderstood her pain. She believes dentists still need much more awareness. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a reassuring advisor talked me through oxygen treatment and medication until the attack eased.

National guidance on treatment recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a anti-migraine medication administered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive options include verapamil, which apparently soothes the attacks of some people.

But consultant specialists believe the official guidelines need updating to reflect a more defined treatment pathway and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The duration of the cycle dictates the approach.” Brief cycles with infrequent episodes are managed with acute therapy only. More prolonged or more severe periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an procedure into the area of the skull where the pain is that decreases nerve activity.

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Katherine Klein
Katherine Klein

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